LOOK CLOSELY

LOOK CLOSELY...do you see it? see that little fro peeping up from the top of his shirt...ok chest hair is not cute at alll. never in any circumstance....eww...

TACO MEAT BELONGS IN TACO BELL NOT UNDER YOUR SHIRT TRYING TO SCARE THE SHIT OUT OF ME OK.... PLEASE!!!!!!!!

a little slavery any one?

A LITTLE SLAVERY ANY ONE?

dear mr. facebook why is there a new application that allows me to buy and sell my friends.. so if this was 200 years ago we might call it...welll SLAVERY...

but since its 2008 we call it friends for sale....now you know i just jump to any instance to call something racist........ lol. long shot..maybe lol

ok i wonder how much i can get for my squad cause you know i only mess with fine dimes that look like pamela...

come on america

Yes you reading it correctly. the shirt really says typical white person. now the question is why is it in a flower shop next to saxbys in georgetown? mr. flower shop owner what are you trying to tell me? what message are you trying to convey? 

now i know i over react to everything. and im trying not to jump to racism but this one is beyond me...sorry mr flower shop owner you got me on this one.....

 

COME ON AMERICA...... 

camera phone

so please take the disclaimer.........

if you decided to send someone a picture please refrain from sending pictures of your penis.

1. its totally inappropriate and it makes thinks seem really weird. 
2. OK so I've know you for on and off for like 3 years and no matter how long its been please don't send me penis pics. 
3.  and then to make matters worse you send 4 different views of it. not one by 4 on different days with different backgrounds.
4.  which begs the question of how often do you take penis pictures in your spare time.

after taking to my roommate, we realized that "ain't sh!t @ss dudes" always have a way of showing them selves. so what does he expect from me? a congratulations, a text back that says "i cant wait to get you naked" ewww.  dude what do you want from me?

maybe its me and my needing to get my grown woman thing on. so if i was grown what would i have done.  ok... please stop with the penis pics and don't get mad at me when i don't have any stockpiled nudy pics in the closet. EWWW

Lil Wayne Lollipop Lyrics

Lil Wayne - Lollipop Lyrics (Ow...Uh Huh...Young Mula Baby!) [ She say he so sweet make her wanna lick the rapper So i letta lick the rapper ] Shawty say i lo-lo-lo-lo-lo-lo-lo-lo-look like a lollipop She say i lo-lo-lo-lo-lo-lo-lo-lo-look like a lollipop lo-lo-lo-lo-lo-lo-lo-lo-look like a lollipop She say I ..... like a lollipop CHORUS: Shawty wanna thug bottles in the club shawty wanna hump and ooo i like to touch ya lovely lady lumps ( Repeat 2x ) [Verse 1:Lil Wayne] Okay, lil mama had a swag like mine even wear her hair down her back like mine i make her feel right when its wrong like lyin Man, she ain never had a love like mine n' man i aint never seen a ass like hers and that pussy in my mouth had me at a loss fo words told her to back it up like erp erp and make that ass jump like shczerp shczerp and thats when she said i lo-lo-look like a lollipop ( oh yeah i like that ) she said i lo-lo-look like a lollipop ( oh yeah i like that ) she said i lo-lo-look like a lollipop ( oh yeah i like that ) shawty i lo-lo-lookin like a lollipop ( oh yeah i like that ) CHORUS: Shawty wanna thug( oh yeah i like that ) bottles in the club( oh yeah i like that ) shawty wanna hump( oh yeah i like that ) and ooo i like to touch ya lovely lady lumps ( Repeat 2x ) Verse 2: Shawty said the nigga that she with aint shit Shawty said the nigga that she with aint this Shawty said the nigga that she with cant hit And shawty ima hit it(hit it) like i cant miss And i cant do this and i dont do that shawty needa a refund needa bring that nigga back this trypa refund;i tell her bring that ass back and she bring that ass back (she bring that ass back) CHORUS: Shawty wanna thug( oh yeah i like that ) bottles in the club( oh yeah i like that ) Shawty say i lo-lo-lo-lo-lo-lo-lo-lo-look like a lollipop She say i lo-lo-lo-lo-lo-lo-lo-lo-look like a lollipop lo-lo-lo-lo-lo-lo-lo-lo-look like a lollipop Wanna lick the rapper So i letta lick the rapper Shawty wanna thug( oh yeah i like that ) bottles in the club( oh yeah i like that ) shawty wanna hump( oh yeah i like that ) and ooo i like to touch ya lovely lady lumps ( Repeat 2x ) Call me so i can make it juicy for ya call me so i can do it juicy for ya Call me so i can make it juicy for ya call me so i can do it juicy for ya Call me so i can make it juicy for ya call me so i can do it juicy for ya Call me so i can make it juicy for ya call me so i can do it juicy for ya CHORUS: Shawty wanna thug( oh yeah i like that ) bottles in the club( oh yeah i like that ) I get her on top she drop it like it hot and when im on the bottom she hit the very bottom then we in the bed givin gettin head ( givin gettin hed givin gettin head ) Call me so i can make it juicy for ya call me so i can do it juicy for ya Call me so i can make it juicy for ya call me so i can do it juicy for ya Call me so i can make it juicy for ya call me so i can do it juicy for ya Shawty say i lo-lo-lo-lo-lo-lo-lo-lo-look like a lollipop She say i lo-lo-lo-lo-lo-lo-lo-lo-look like a lollipop lo-lo-lo-lo-lo-lo-lo-lo-look like a lollipop Wanna lick the rapper So i letta lick the rapper

lollipop

ok so after going back over old phone record.....i decided to call some old numbers.

i called this old one....so he picked up.

so a recap is that i have a boy friend thats kinda gone til november what ever that means.lol

well as im talking to the old guy i realize how i miss conversation and man attention...and thats dangerous right now!

i have a boyfriend that i cant see and getting new man attention does nothing but make trouble...but really i miss that alot....

Trust

has any one ever noticed that no matter how much work you put into a relationship, your partner never really trust you? we spend all this time building and then we realize that we have to fix all the problems caused by lovers in their past. I'm getting a little tired of it. .......ok so im kinda in love now and that had changed my perspective about everything. 

i spent the past 2 years doing the single thing and when love finally came back around, i was ready to jump back in, damn near head first in shallow water. over the past 3 months i have learned new things about myself and about me and how i work in a relationship, but like always this trust thing always finds a way to creep up and mess things up. 

i think im trying to convince myself that i can make him trust he, but i know deep down inside that i have no control over it and its killing me.  

i decided that blogging would be the answer for me to find the answers to what i need right now. i guess i'll keep the world informed as to whats going on in my life and get free counseling without the bills....